I feel like a little kid at Christmas time, waking up to the unknown..
I know that tomorrow means a complete overhaul of my life, my family's life , this affects more than just me.
I know that tomorrow means i have to get off my arse and JUST FUCKING DO IT.. put the joggers on and go for a walk/jog/ Pilate's.. and the soon to be dreaded PT session i will b starting next week..
I know that tomorrow means no more crap food in the house, eating lunch instead of snacking through the day, no more bags of chips,chocolates, fizzy drink and KFC
I know that tomorrow will be an emotional day as i step on the scales to do an official weigh in ( but will continue with my Wednesday weigh ins ) although i have already lost almost 8 kilos I'm still in the weight range i was when i was 9 months pregnant with my 7 and a half yr old son.. this means i have been over weight for 8 yrs and 3 months.. my baby is 3 and a half
I also know that i am not the only person going to bed tonight not knowing what the next 12 weeks will bring... and for that I'm thankful.. tomorrow is the start of my forever, no mater what happens, how far i go , how much weight loose i will never turn back i owe that to my partner,my kids and most importantly MYSELF ...I will get my life back
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